I'm Not Dead! lol

Hey Everybody!

Sorry for not posting anything for the past weeks! I've been busy with moving and all. lol Speaking of moving, we don't have a couch xD or working tvs' lol Oh well. xD 

Anyways! I've finished a picture that I was working on some time ago and I really like how it came out. :D

I made it look like it's on canvas. lol I did that so the background would look pretty cool lol

That's all I have for today, sadly, I've been drawing less and less now. lol If I keep that up, I'll loose my skills! D:

Gotta keep drawing!

I hope you all have nice mornings/nights. lol

Please Enjoy! :)

Hey guys~! :)

I just wanted to show you guys a work in project I'm doing. lol

I finally started something! 

On top of that, I have to do a picture for my college buddy xD 

She asked me to draw her and her boyfriend together, but she gave 2 different pictures on which to draw from which is just fine. xD

So I'll be doing that after I move I guess. :P

I didn't tell you guys that did I? xD

Well, I'm moving to Garland, Tx from Dallas, Tx! xD 

I think its a plus cause its closer to college, closer to my parents jobs, so it'll be easier on us all. :D

I'm hoping we'll get everything done and move in by Monday. 

All we did today, Well I did, xD Was clean up a bit lol

My parents were out and about

BUT~

Yea, XD Thats all for today! :D

I hope you enjoy!

Happy~

Hey everyone~! :) 

Good news. lol For me at least. lol 

Now, I know you will call me stupid. but stupid people fall in love. lol 

Me and my boyfriend are back together! :)
And I plan on keeping it that way! xD 

And I believe in 2nd chances cause I really love him :D

Anyways, I have an old picture for you guys! xD 

Well, it's not that old, but I don't have anything new too. lol U.U

A mermaid~! xD

Please! Enjoy!

My Scary Ghost~!

Hey guys! Sorry about earlier :P I've made a sort of scary picture of a scary ghost lady xD.

Not sure if you'll find her exactly scary but she is when you think about it lol

I tried to make her feel... oldish? and scary of course lol

Did i succeed? 8D

Since Halloween is coming up and stuff :P

Hope you enjoy! :D

A Personal Letter

Hey there, I know its hard for you and sometimes you just want to give up on everything and die, but you know you can't do that. 

Even though he's gone, you still have a lot to live for. 

You have a life ahead of you with or without him. 

I know you're trying your best to keep him in your life as a friend and it hurts you to do so knowing he isn't yours and yours alone. You still feel that connection between you both that ya'll once had. 

He says he still feels it too and he still loves you, but you can't believe it if he's with another woman and not you. You just can't. 

There's just some things, you just can't handle.

Now, it might seem wrong to accuse him of everything because it was a team effort between the both of you but you can't get past the fact the HE left YOU when you thought he would remain steadfast. 

No matter what. That's what was promised.

But even promises are broken.

I don't know what else I'm to do.

There's about 3 songs that I keep listening to and in order, they kind of both explain how I think what he thought, said, did, whatever.. and then my view on it and then the ending of it all or"my moving on" if you want to call it that, it's not really happening just yet.

One Kiss - For All Those Sleeping

I'm Not Dead Yet - For All Those Sleeping

Meet At The Gates - Blessthefall

Those three... are the main songs I listen to pretty much everyday. Especially 'Meet Me At The Gates'. 

They're all good songs if you're into a bit of screamo. lol

Well, That's pretty much a vent blog. 

Sorry guys, no picture today, but I will be working on some by this week I suppose. :P We'll see.

I hope any of you reading this, don't worry too much, I'll be fine soon enough. :) 

Have a nice day! :D

A Manga Page?!

Hey Everyone~! :)

I haven't really drawn anything for the past 2 weeks lol except for the request from listia, but that's mainly it.

U.U I should doodle a lot more often.

I was trying to see if I could use my tablet at college, but apparently not :T SUCKS, but at least I dont have to carry with me again. lol

Anyways, I was going through my things, and I re- re-found the only OTHER manga pages I've done. lol I have another, but I do not remember what I did with them. And they were hella old too! XD 

The ones I'm about to show you are too but not as old. lol On top of that, I re-did them digitally cause of a few major mistakes I did. I put her hands backwards, lol so, the left hand was the right and vice versa. xD

It's only 2 pages, but it means a lot, even now, even though it's not the same guy at the time that I drew them. :P OH WELL! 

ONWARD! :D

I know I didn't shade the second one, I kinda forgot and i don't want to go back and do it XD

There probably are a few more things to fix, but this is old and all I did was trace it. xD It is mine after all, lol.

I also can't replicate something that I've drawn before. It's weird. lol

Hopefully I'll have something drawn soon. :P

Enjoy! :D

Hey There~!

Hi guys and gals! xD

How's everyone? :) I hope you all are doing just fine, and if you aren't I hope you feel better soon!

Anyways xD I have finally finished the portrait that has been asked of me. lol

Here it is~! :D

 This is the pretty young lady that was ask to be drawn by her boyfriend as a surprise! How romantic is that? xD I think it was really sweet of him to do that for her. :)

I would want my next boyfriend to do that for me too lol But enough about me! XD

Also! Don't save her picture or do anything with it. Her boyfriend said that no one else could use it except for me for comparative issues. lol 

So, no matter how pretty she is

DO NOT SAVE THE PICTURE!

I tried my best with her XD I'm not very good with really curly hair. U.U Something else I need to work on  lol

 But I hope she really likes it, seeing as how she doesn't know. x3

Well, guys, gals, that's all for today! lol

I hope you enjoy! :D

Blog Changes~!

Hi! :)

I just wanted to tell you guys that I added a music player~! It's located at the top of the webpage, if you haven't noticed it yet :P

There's a pull down menu so you can see all the music that'll be playing randomly. OR if you don't want music, you can just push the pause button xD It's up to you guys, but I want it there, lol.

All the music that is on the list, either was shown to me from my...uh... past boyfriend, heh, I don't want to call him my... "ex"... Blegh!. Anyways, from him, family, friends, and some I found myself. Like the emo/screamo music XD I found those yesterday to be exact lol

As for drawing, I'm only working on one thing. I've finished my homework and stuff, so I took a request from a listia bid winner :P

Well, I hope you enjoyed the updates! XD

Newest Photoshop Experience~!

Hello all! :) I'm going to tell you about my day in Digital Imaging class! lol

First of all! The picture I posted before, the one of the girl, turned out NOT the one I turned in for my homework xD

This is the one I turned in lol 

I ended up turning her into a fairy in water. XD

Anyways, lol The time I had in DI class was one of progress! xD My and my friend Sonia/Sonya, sorry Sonya U.U I'm terrible at spelling names lol

Well, our entire class had a chance to do our previous homework during class. Me and Sonya had done ours before hand so we had time to waste, lol which is a first. So, the teacher decided that she wanted to see how far we got without her help. And there began our quest to complete as much of the Photoshop CS6: Classroom in  a Book book as fast as possible. lol

We got as far as lesson 3 xD when we stopped and decided to do that days homework. So we were searching around the internets on google, for pictures that we liked.

Our assignment, was to pick a focal point then desaturate the background of the picture of our choosing, then change the color of the focal point....and thats pretty much it. xD I did alot more than just that lol 

I added smoke to the background, but in color, I also added text to the book cause it was blank and it didn't look right. lol I also did 3 colors to the rose instead of one, a sort of royal blue, orange and yellow. 

My uncle came in and gave me a few tips and ideas on what to do. lol like the entire idea was his XD

Originally, I had only red, orange, and yellow. My uncle told me to put in the blue. My only thing was to make it look natural xD and I think I did a good job of that lol

What do you guys think? xD

That's all for today! 

Please Enjoy! :)

Emi-Doll's Circe lens giveaway~!

http://emi-doll.blogspot.com/2012/09/131-win-pair-of-circle-lenses-of-your.html

Emi-Doll is holding a giveaway and its for circle lenses! :)

I really like Emi's blog. She give really good reviews on the products and lenses she uses. So if you ladies or men are interested in another giveaway for lenses, please have a look! :)

Dolldelight's Giveaway! :)

Hey everybody! :D

Right now, I'm just going to tell you about a giveaway that's going on right now. xD

She's called Dolldelight. She sews her own lolita styled dresses and they are very beautiful!

blog.dolldelight.com is her blog. Everyone who is interested in fashion reviews, a few tips and very beautiful dresses should have a look at her blog. :3

As for her giveaway. lol

 It ends Sept 28 in California time. lol Which, I don't know the time difference from where I am and where that is lol

She's giving away a $100 dollar giftcard to the k-circlelens.net website. She's also giving away a double bow,  a sticker pack, I guess what is a feature on her lookbook, not sure lol, and Anthony Lee Winns artwork! 

http://blog.dolldelight.com/2012/09/indiegogo-giveaway.html 

This is the giveaway link!

So please go have a look at it and if you're interested, enter! xD

Please Enjoy! :D

A Photoshop Diet

Hello! :)

Today was pretty eventful. lol Almost fell asleep in class. xD Bad me! 

Oh before I get to that, my weekend was coolness as I got to see my buddies~! xD and also not so cool cause I had my monthly DX but besides that, we did nothing all day and then later that night we had ice cream and watched The Dictator. lol Which is hella funny! xD You guys should watch it, but its rated R for reasons I don't wanna say. xD and then the following morning, I watched my friends do Zumba. lol It. Was. Funny. XD I didn't do any cause I felt like poo! Then I drunk this protein shake.....Something I will never do again....and pooed later that day xD

*cue ews*

LOL

Anyways, I made friends with my love today. We are just friends now. Which I am happy with cause I know he's still in my life. :) aaand yes, the heartache is still there cause now I can't do what lovers would do with him anymore. :T but, I'll get used to it eventually, I suppose. 

Eh. What happens, happens.

On another note, my homework for my Digital Imaging class. Is our 1st outside of class homework. XD 

The assignment was to find a picture of our choosing. Outline its point of interest and then use the smudge tool and mess around with it to your liking.  Then, choose a color from the picture and a font and put your name on the picture. And, wala! Finished! XD

I finished mines today, cause, well, I had nothing else to do. XD But i'm really proud of it cause I think it looks really cool. XD

SO!

I am going to show it to you guys. :D 

How cool is that? xD You get to see it before my teacher does lol

Also, The original picture is from google, so I don't know who it belongs to. 

So, if you know, please tell me. I'll credit the person and link to their site if they have one.
Thanks! 

That's all for today! I'm supposed to be asleep XD

Oh!

I hope you enjoy! :D

A Found Tumblr Post

Moving on is like this:
One day, you forget the taste. The next, you forget the smell. Then the touch. Then the laugh. Then the smile. You forget the fingers, the toes, the arms, the legs, the chest, the lust. You forget the majestic music of their heart. You forget the pulses, the beats, the rhythms. You forget the infatuation, the desire, the love, and how you sometimes felt like they all belong to you. You forget the words. And finally, you forget the voice that spoke them.


So have you moved on?

I really thought about this. lol and I know its ony been a few days... but I FEAR this for some reason. I feel like its a bad thing to forget about him.


lol I AM SO WEIRD!!!!

The Beginning of an Ending

As of Friday, last week. My boyfriend broke up with me. I think, it wasn't as terrible as I thought it would be, but it was still bad. I ended up crying for about an hour the following day.

I know most of you will be like, "Seriously?" I know. lol But he was a big part of my life and it hurt me to know that just through anger, he wanted to break up with me.

My mother told me that when you're drunk, the truth comes out. Same thing with anger. So. It was bound to happen. Anyways.

Do I still love him? Yes, he was my first boyfriend and the 1st is always hard to get over.

Will I take him back? Maaaaaybe, cause I loved him that much. I know it's stupid and most women wouldn't do that and I know I shouldn't either, but I'm not most women. lol 

I am the fool who fell in love. :)

My mother tells me that we just weren't meant to be and that God has something way better in store for me. And I know, usually, the ex is always hated and I suppose I do hate him just a bit, for not taking everything he said back. I was just being me, that's it, and he couldn't take it, but a bit after that last message, he told me he deserved the least happiness... I don't think that. Not at all. 

Yes, he hurt me. 

Yes, he lied about Forever & Always. 

Yes, the promise within the ring that sat on my pinky finger ended up a lie, but I still care for him and I also want him to find happiness. Maybe not with me, but with someone who is made just for him. 

So, if he ever reads this and any family or friends, please understand. 

I loved him just like all of my family loves me. Maybe more, but still.

Adrian. I loved you. I really really did.

You can hate me or whatever but, I hope you find happiness.

That way we can both be happy and be in our Forever & Always. :)

~ Teresa

Entitled: Blinded Happiness

Was I always this blind?